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*edit out stuff, replace with:* I just want to let everybody know that I have no intentions of harming anyone in any way. Worst case scenario, my rage will come out in something destructive to property, i.e. throwing a chair out a window, punching through a glass window, kicking through a wooden door, etc. I would never draw blood...or choke/drown anyone. Of course, that's WORSE CASE. More likely, After my angry lj posts, it'll just go away. */edit*
Other matters....

I need to make a schedule for myself. I'm disorganized because I can't dedicate myself to anything. Maybe if I organize my time, I can see what I really want to do and do that more often, and prioritize my time so I can do what I really want to. (I know that sentence just really sucked, but I'm not going to go back to change it) (looking at my first paragraph, maybe it IS better that I stay NOT focused and determined....)

So yeah, now that I've got the time (done with tests). Things I want to do: 1.5 hour running and general exercise (includes warm up and stretching), tennis (twice a week at least), trumpet (hmm, I should spend more tutorials in practice room), relaxation and reading (1.5~2 hours), and of course, trying to fix my grades.

Yeah, it's getting late, I should be doing hw, so I'll finish putting the schedule together later.