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UF DA! My first AP test, tomorrow. I want a five, but not for good reasons. I could be satisfied with a 4. But I have to get a 5 to satisfy my egotistical desires and spite of geniuses. I dunno, geniuses, they are cool and all, nice people (sometimes), but still, I can help but compete with them. Probably because of a underlying belief that they are only smarter because they had a more nourrishing environment (which I know isn't true in all cases), but I guess want to prove to them (or to myself) that a well rounded ghetto education can do just as well. Is that an unhealthy reason? I dunno, and I don't care at this moment right now.

Oh well, now to polish my essay's.