Nov. 17th, 2005
Cornyness, skip if you please.
Nov. 17th, 2005 11:00 pmAs I look at my (recent/applicable) life, and all the relationships I've had with others... I cannot help but have the feeling that my chances of finding "true love" or a sustainable, mutually beneficial, emotionally involved relationship are actually really quite rare.
Not that I don't find myself attracted, or think that I am repulsive, but I'm having a hard time imagining myself actually being with someone for long enough and close enough without getting sick of them.
Oh well. Maybe I can find some completely superficial relationship. Worse case scenario, my love life would still be better than Einstein's (unhappy marriage with a woman who shared his interests, divorced his wife, mother of his child, and married his cousin, for completely superficial reasons). Yeah, no matter what, I'll be better off than Einstein, and what's better than Einstein is good enough for me.
*edit* Not so much that I get annoyed, but I find it highly probable that I would get let down, dissapointed. (not rejected, I mean, disillusioned about them) People change, and it's very likely that a already low chance awesome girl I meet that fits with me would change in a way that would tear down my whole image of her. Therefore I feel like the .0001% girl has a 99% chance of becoming incompatible. Which would then make the chances of of finding such a relationship lowers to an impossible .00001% chance.
Oh so sad! lol, so silly. I hate emo teens.
*edit 2* (to procrastinate more...)
I almost remind myself of this stupid dog.
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Not that I don't find myself attracted, or think that I am repulsive, but I'm having a hard time imagining myself actually being with someone for long enough and close enough without getting sick of them.
Oh well. Maybe I can find some completely superficial relationship. Worse case scenario, my love life would still be better than Einstein's (unhappy marriage with a woman who shared his interests, divorced his wife, mother of his child, and married his cousin, for completely superficial reasons). Yeah, no matter what, I'll be better off than Einstein, and what's better than Einstein is good enough for me.
*edit* Not so much that I get annoyed, but I find it highly probable that I would get let down, dissapointed. (not rejected, I mean, disillusioned about them) People change, and it's very likely that a already low chance awesome girl I meet that fits with me would change in a way that would tear down my whole image of her. Therefore I feel like the .0001% girl has a 99% chance of becoming incompatible. Which would then make the chances of of finding such a relationship lowers to an impossible .00001% chance.
Oh so sad! lol, so silly. I hate emo teens.
*edit 2* (to procrastinate more...)
I almost remind myself of this stupid dog.
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