fuck it

After the last 3 weeks, I realized that my embourchure (the way my lips meet my trumpet) was obsolete. First off, my sound starts to get thin above a B above the staff. Considering how long I've been playing, that shouldn't happen. Second, my chops shit out on me within 4 hours of intense playing, that's lame.

and my range? hasn't improved in more than a year.

I can't live with myself like this, calling myself a trumpet player if I can't even play it right.

So I'm changing my embourchure, and I am going to suck on the trumpet for the next 3 months to forever, we'll never know unless we try right?

If I end up screwing myself over forever?... oh well... I'll live. and u'll all still love me right? :-P