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I'm bored but busy. that sucks!

Bowling SUCKS! Blow Darts RULE!

My parents are quite the supportive folk.(sarcasim) That sucks too!

My emotional life is UNSTABLE. Which Sucks!

It's getting late. Which sucks too!

Fun stuff is rare, SUXORS!

and I'm not happy right now.

Ok, maybe just a lil.. psyche!

There, now i feel better...

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DAMN YOU!!! DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL!!!!

(planet of the apes moment)

STUPID AMERICAN HISTORY..#!@%^^&#$#%$%%$^^%##$%#$#%$^$#$%$!@#$%^!@#$#$#@$@%@$@#$@#%%$%@#$#$#$#%@#$@#$%$.. LOAD OF @#$%@#!%!%$#$^@%&^)#$@#$

I'M HAPPY OTHER THAN THE FACT THAT US HISTORY SUCKS @q#%$#2#$@#$......

#$@%^*$@#%$%#@$%%#$@@#$@#%$@!%#$%!@#$$^^@#$@%$&#$@$^(*(@$#%@#$@#$@#$!@#%#$%$#^%$^!$%$^@#$@#$^@#$&@$^^#$%@#@@#$%$#$@%%^$@#$@#%$#@$!@#$@#

and on another note...JESUS FOR PREZ!

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Sry for all my stupid posts.

I dunno, I guess I just don't really have any motivation to do any work. And through trying to motivate myself I put myself down, and I end up whinning on lj.

I wish I had some kind occasional reminder that I should be happy, and some kind of renewal of hope, to get me back on track. But those are rare, and if any, not many are authentic. I'm just tired of how little satisfaction I get from my efforts, I mean, I suppose there are some fruits, but they aren't stimulating me. I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere and then I get occasional winds of bitterness that cloud my reasons to be tolerant.

Ideals create expectations, expectations cause desires, desires create disappointment, disappointment leads to suffering.
It's all just so annoying, discouraging and tiring.