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Wow, why am I doing this to myself? It's like I'm a masochist, I enjoy pain. I dunno, maybe I'm just so vain, that I want to be able to gloat about how hard highschool was for me and how hard I worked, so some office collegues will go "ooooOOOOOOooooo". Wow, that's vain.

Or maybe it's cause I have something to prove to myself, that I have to do something more before I can be satisfied with how crazy I am...

Maybe it won't be so bad if I get off lj and actually finish my homework. ready, BREAK!