Urg, problem here.

You see, I've had guests for the last 10 days of "freedom" that I've had. Now i finally have some breathing time and time to get some work done.

So the first thing i do is play some games I've been itching to play. The problem here is that as long as I'm in the mood, I'll want to keep playing, and I'd like to satisfy that desire. But that just makes you play until you are not in the mood anymore, which also kills your mood to do anything else. Especially annoying things:

Things to do:
1) Need to wash my dog, who somehow found a load of poop (they like to rollin it) in the back yard, and is smelling like (literally) shit.

2)Need to vacuum. My carpet is dirty

3)i have landaury to take care of

4)i have hw to do

5)i need to take my drivers written test

6)I need to study for SAT's (just to refresh memory)

7) Write out chord changes for some samba music. And learn to improvise.

8) Practice trumpet.

9) Transcribe some stuff, for my sight reading's sake.

10) All that shit i wrote down that I needed to do last winterbreak that isn't here.

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ahh, the old manly classics. Rocky, Conan and Rambo. Good times. LOL

Actual thoughts

Sry about the load of lil journal entries today, this was my one day with a completely open schedule since 3 weekends ago.

That was close, I dunno, i was letting too much emotional content influence my daily decisions. And we all know that is bad. :P I mean, when people let themselves go like that they end up abusing our medicare for antidepressants and make everybody else's bills go higher.

Thanks to steve, I haven't written any poems lately, so I might as well find some other way to isolate my emotions. I thought this might be good. You see, poems are made of words, which are used to communicate meaning, but one like me who desires to harness only emotion in his work, would have to find some other medium.

I dunno if this will work, and will probably take a lot of trial and error. But I'm willing to try it. For this summer...... I will write a song a day! (only melodies) Yeah, it's ambitious, but why not? What else are summers for?