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Mar. 24th, 2004 08:23 pmWhy am I falling apart?!
I only have 2 AP classes, 2 sports (different seasons), 2 bands, 1 pit orcestra, 1 community service program.
I shouldn't be falling apart. But while unsuccessfully keeping up speed, my health is deteriorating and my programs are not benefiting from me.
What's wrong with me? I don't understand, many people seem to be doing fine, with more work! And I expect myself to be as good or better, how can I not? There has been proof in the past that I should be capable of staying in the top >95% of our population, but it's not happening! And I'm still falling into lil bits and pieces!! WHYY!?!?
Sometimes, I consider dropping a program, but as I say to myself: "Some people quit, and some people just work harder" But now I'm not too sure, i just don't know anymore. I dunno what's wrong with me, nor what I should do.
I only have 2 AP classes, 2 sports (different seasons), 2 bands, 1 pit orcestra, 1 community service program.
I shouldn't be falling apart. But while unsuccessfully keeping up speed, my health is deteriorating and my programs are not benefiting from me.
What's wrong with me? I don't understand, many people seem to be doing fine, with more work! And I expect myself to be as good or better, how can I not? There has been proof in the past that I should be capable of staying in the top >95% of our population, but it's not happening! And I'm still falling into lil bits and pieces!! WHYY!?!?
Sometimes, I consider dropping a program, but as I say to myself: "Some people quit, and some people just work harder" But now I'm not too sure, i just don't know anymore. I dunno what's wrong with me, nor what I should do.
